Let me tell u that is not easy to just migrate to other place.

Full of struggle and hard work..

Dont fcukin care abt ppl la..
Let them hate u n do whatever they want as long as u not get hurt psychally..
U r not gonna die just bcz u alone n dont have friend..

Try to enjoy ur lonely time..
Make urself comfortable..

After all its ur life..
Best friend not necessary to be alot..
That maybe social friends who come to u when u on top..

But seriously if u wanna go..
Just go now before u become more comfortable with ur life..
At certain age ppl tend to become lazy n just rather stay at their comfort zone..

Now its just the matter of money to support u out there..