Hello to all my friends and member of lowyat, i am really embarased and ashame to be in this situation. My name is zayed adam and i am a convert to muslim. My problem started a few years ago when i started failling in my busines. I really went down in my life i lost my home my car and my savings. I am married with a son to feed. And at the same time i have been sponsoring 6 children that are frm a very poor family. But now it seems very difficult for me to even sponsor myself. I am the breedwinner for them. I have been diagnosed wit critical depresion and tried commiting suicide a few times and the thought of my family is keeping me alive till now. I d6nt know what to do already. I dont have any support already. It is very hard for me tn do this but i dont have a choice and i am desperate seeking help. I cant even ask help from family because they never like the idea that i am a convert. I am alone and as like many families i would also want my family to be together. I and my wife and son had to stay separately due to our financial crisis. I AM in a lot of debt with the bank that i am only waiting to be declared bankruptcy. I am so tired. I really pray to god that no family should go through what me and my family is going through.

I am really in need of help. With my heart i need anyone who is reading this can you please help me? A small donation from you will really safe a family.
Please any amount i will appreciate it very much. For anybody who is kind enough to help u can bank in to HONG LEONG BANK.  ACC NO: 02251028798.    Karamjit singh. Once you have bank in pls u can sms or call this no. 0179186889. U can sms me ur name and number and amount. The reason for this is with god grace if i am ok one day i will re pay ur kindness. God bless and thank you very much.