Hi.. Just wanted to share my little love escapade experience..

Well it all started with trying to save a friend's family honor..
He got his 4th gf pregnant??
End up, having a relationship with his 2nd or 3rd gf?.. (my friend has way to much gf in his days)
All i wanted to do is take this girl away from him, save my friend from crazy trouble coz the girl mmg cili padi.. Kancil wit mira engine.. ;p
Well, adopted her as my sis, end up in a relationship.. (Never, ever kiss your adopted lil sis)
Friend found out, and a life long friendship gone in less that few months..
That was really stupid, but hey, i was in love..
Gave my all for that girl..
But she backstabbed me few times, going out secretly with my friend.. (the one i took her from)
Even have guts going out on a date during valentine day..
@##%#@!#%..
Sorry, bad memories..
I found out, but too stupid to let her go.. I was very stupidly in love then..
Few months passed, she go KL to further studies..
I stupidly follow.. How i follow?
I enrolled myself in a uni my family cannot afford..
Stay in an apartment and got scammed by housemate..
Got kicked out of uni coz under perform..
Most of the lecturers pissed, said "a lot of talent but all go down drain for a girl.."
Lost friends because too tunnel vision on girl..
Went back to borneo, but too stupid to let her go..
Can't resist her.. I may be stupid, but me n the girl both mmg stupidly in love that time..
Maybe because she drop performance during 2nd year, the father hates my guts..
Cant blame him..
Then we go on for few years, grew up and started talking seriously..
Broke up a few times but man, seeing her just turns me on..
But the father issue really bother me..
I maybe suku2 for love but family comes first..
No we are both apart, and our relationship?
I leave it to her to decide.. I told my stand oredi.. Father don't agree, bye2..
Now, she's an excellent student..
Went to Australia represent her uni for music conference..
This year, going to Germany as an exchange student..
Me??
I'm doing the best job ever..
Serving God.. ;p
Well, now i'm training to be a pastor..
And as you have read, i'm just like you with a screwed love story..
Forgot to tell you, our relationship was rejected by friends.. They do all sorts of plans and all..
tell you, if i see movies, my heart hurts coz i went through some..
Yup, i'm sentimental but now a little more rational (i pray..) (n.n)"
Well, chows..

Msyo, i personally don't know why i did those stuffs back then..
Very young and irrational..
Very2 sentimental, almost to the level of overdose..

Why i did it?
I was in love..

Why i want to be like that?
I guess, i was a sore loser for love..

Possibilities?
Driven by insecurities i guess..

Future?
Well, i pray i'll be a better person for the woman i'll care 4 next time..

Urrrrhhhmmm..

Sorry? Guess was mixed up??

Ure refering to other post huh?

Well, take care n God bless..

(n.n)