Sorry to not reply some of you guys valuable messages as im kindda busy with work

Anyway thanks for all the nice tips and opinions !!
Oh ya just to let you guys know i already make my decision, in 4 months time i will get a ducati 696 or 796 not sure yet but definitely either one of this

Yea, i know its painful if i drop the bike while learning it but i think its fine for me as i can bear the repair cost so to me its like a punishment if i make mistake so i will stand back up to train harder with that bike

So i will get it in 4 months time then i wil take another 6 months+ or more to learn around my housing area/empty space with a sifu/friend until i get farmiliar enough then i will proceed my bike test.
And for some of you concern about me getting big bike and not able to handle it due to heaviness and so fourth, just to tell that ima also a body builder and if my muscle now not enough for me to handle the big bike and i will hit gym more regularly with tons of lifting so i will get evolve and more hardwork until me and the bike blended as one loll...
So yea, thats my plan and we will see how a beginner like me handle a ducati as first bike in the 10 months transformation (get it after 4 months time + 6 months of bike/body training)...accomplishment will be shared

Again, appreciate all of you guys who dropped by and the willingness to help !!
Thanks and my last reply on this thread !!!