y go through all the hassle of emotional despair?

well, i love my single life. its not really about reporting or etc, but the sense of being able to do everything on your own. its not like relationship is no longer possible, but is there someone that can really capture my heart and show me a world filled with possibilities?

i donno. i grew up mainly hanging around pubs, looking at married men with their mistresses/gfs (n sometimes their wives) and pretending like that's the only lady in his world. i'm lucky to get loyal boyfriends; but one way or another, something else wouldn't work.