i hate u guys using twitpic.

No wait, I hate my office.

adeh korang...

aside from the resident troller here, how come the DSi XL is cheaper? Its USD 199 over there at US.

Darum dumb dumb.

still there wat.

Someone punya face and his wife is in the star paper lah today. hehe.

ada jer.

tekan 32111 untuk kasih sayang.

I would really love it that Typing of the Dead gets ported to the 3DS or even console. Please please please.

Brandishing my blade to kill people.

Guys, i'm scared of getting married early. Please help. Tak tenteram.

Gf is pushing me to get married early while I have nothing to show for. The attitude, the money, the harta.

And they say I have enough to get married. People don't know otherwise.

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Added on January 31, 2011, 11:43 amWokay swat.

This post has been edited by Kyoyagami: Jan 31 2011, 11:43 AM

Slow talk sudah. No avail. She wants me to understand her but pushes aside my understanding of the situation.

I feel like my hands can't even hold myself properly.

I know the former. She already said that to me. But takkan she can't ask me to find some more money first? We're both insecure but we want each other to understand. macammana? there's no win win in this. haih...

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Added on January 31, 2011, 11:52 amSUdah.

-She's not getting any younger.
-She wants to run away from the house.
-She wants to progress in the relationship because things are now stagnant. reason being we can't do things at home together alone (which I say is bullshit when you can other things everywhere else).

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Added on January 31, 2011, 11:53 amThe problem is actually me. I have this set of beliefs that I hold onto sampai mati. Tapi i was also the one who just agree.

So yeah, i'm f***ed sideways.

This post has been edited by Kyoyagami: Jan 31 2011, 11:53 AM

While I admit itu bagus, but that's not the end. I've lost so much of myself just trying be something in this relationship. Banyak sgt post philosophy recently is because that is really Kyo talking.

I am that guy. Not this insecure piece of shit walking around thinking he has everything under control. Dia sendiri pun takleh control diri sendiri. sigh...

The idea of getting married is not just being physically and mentally ready. It is to also be financially ready. I remember her plans of taking masters next year (Kahwin year) and wanting to buy a house, all that clashes.

I can't even solve all three.

join lah. chip in. it may be useful later.

yeah, both phoenix and gundam are right. I don't know how long this feeling will last. Always feeling broke. I already have a wife in financial terms and she doesn't want to ask help from her parents because she too is egoistic.

I've opened the floodgates too much when she wants me to stay at her house everyweek. Forever uncomfortable with it. And she refuses to give way or even make me feel better. Anger is her weapon and I submit.

What kind of an idiot am i...

The parents want us engaged last year. I made it clear I don't have money to even have a proper engagement.

And she wants to run away from them. That shows how much even i don't understand why her parents are treating her.

dah meletop dah pun ajis smlm. Nak break up dah pun.Everyday gaduh jer, even before all this. And I just sit there and listen because its MY FAULT. Would've been better if she help take ownership, I would've backed her up. But no, her fault, never exists. My fault, forever. she's allowed to play me for a fool, and I'm not.

I don't know anymore. Nothing can be discussed.