QUOTE(solstice818 @ May 25 2010, 12:07 PM)
A person without dream is like a body without soul.A corpse.Read through your blog and knew how hard is it for you to get accepted into UCL but I hope the rational side of you put the most important things ahead of just fantasy and dream.Wishing you all the best and may the miracle you are hoping on, happens
Thanks
QUOTE(Syd G @ May 25 2010, 12:09 PM)
Hey TS,
Just wondering. If you spent all that money and be stuck with a job that you hate in Malaysia for 10-15 years just because u need to pay back your loan, would you still do it?

Added on May 25, 2010, 12:14 pmI think it's easier to get into UCL for postgrad. azarimy got into UCL's Bartlett with 3.0 CGPA degree from UTM only
http://forum.lowyat.net/index.php?showtopi...entry30380700

No, because I know if I were to get myself involved in such a loan, I wont come back Malaysia to work for sure. If its lowest I had to go, take washing the dish in UK for example, I'll do it because I picked that decision and I am liable to it. After all, I was the one who dug that hole is the first place, I might fell on it, or I might just crossed that hole successfully.
QUOTE(Unorthodox91 @ May 25 2010, 01:13 PM)
Hello ccm123,
I have been following your post with great interest and came to realize that most replies offered were given by people of older ages (one even from an spm-freshie!). For a change, I am here as a person who is in the same situation as yourself.
Similarly, I have been offered a conditional place by UCL for it's Engineering course along by a university in the United States with a ranking of Top 5 for that particular Engineering course. Our similarities do not end there, for I have fared slightly above average in my academic results (10A1 in SPM) and was denied of every scholarship application, although I have nothing positive or negative to comment about that. We live in a country where academic excellence accompanied with satisfying co-curricular records are blurred by the colour of our skins. I do not have to mention that an overseas education experience has been stuck in my mind for as long as I could remember.
Finance is and will always be my greatest worry. I am more than inclined for a United States education which would require a little more than RM450,000. My parents are able to cover approximately half of that amount, and I have thought about covering the other half with the JPA loan of a maximum RM200,000. I would then apply for a job in the US to repay back my parents and the loan. As easy as it sounds, these are all based on assumptions. IF JPA would be able to offer me the loan, IF I would be able to get a job there upon graduation, IF..
I have had people telling me that I only live once, so take the chance for a good quality education and who knows what I might find on my way there. I have had people telling me that it is a ridiculous amount for an undergraduate degree, and that I should just study in Monash Malaysia (KL) and consider migration after that.
Believe me when I say I understand how you feel, our decisions are swaying every time we consider different advice given by different people, especially those that make perfect sense. I cannot tell you what to do, but I can tell you to consider the bank loan you are planning to apply for. 7.5% is a hefty amount of interest to repay, along with the JPA loan although I do realize that for the first 40 months (3 years 4 months) you need only to repay Rm400 per month. I believe also that you are awaiting the results of Shell Scholarship 2010. Who knows, it might just work out for you.
Just remember that your decision should be what you consider best for yourself, and I wish you all the best. Please do keep us updated on your next course of actions

Hei, we're in the same boat! I agree the part where most replies were given by people of older ages, after all they were the people who have seen the world enough to make such remarks, which I do appreciate very much. But young people like us just have a burning spirit to achieve the dreams that motivates us huh.
Btw, did u apply to NUS as well? Or HKUST for that matter?
Since you're saying that, have you decided to go US? I really wish you can go there, since like you said, your parents could afford half the fees. The land of US has more to offer, if compared to Malaysia I'd say, and trust me you'll do very well there. While I was working two weeks back, a random uncle approached me and asked me about some questions related to the product he purchased, then he complimented me for the advice I gave him, which he proceeded with talking to me about education stuffs. He even told me this, if you have to wash the dish there, even if that's the lowest you have to go, trust me, just go, you'll do far better than being in this land. I have no idea why he made such a remark, but out of no where he just told me these, the moment before that I was still confused and baffling between the choice of furthering my studies. It served not only as an inspiration from no where, but a force of motivation that told me to pursue my dreams.
Of course that happened before the thread was even created, after reading more and more of the negative replies, I finally figured it was a very naive/silly/absurd/ridiculous and whatever words that people have used to tell me about this dream I had. Heck I was even accused of things that I've never mentioned simply because most people perceived the idea in a different manner, i.e to invest so much on nothing but a piece of degree, but it was okay, some hold great true in it. Then, after considering the big picture, the rational in me finally manifested into a wake up call which tells me to let that decision to go, although it was devastating move but LOGICAL nonetheless.
I am not saying NUS is not a good uni, and I know a lot of people are dying to get there. It is just the fact that I'm more inclined towards heading somewhere further, like UK for instances, not only for the education itself, but the environment and life there. But in this position where I'm a self funded students, I guess it just made things more complicated. Long story short, I shall concentrate more on NUS for now, if and only if there's some miracle which happened somewhere in between.
p/s: I just got a email for interview for EPF scholarship next week, and it could be my last shot, and I pray I could do my very best.