TS, if you don't mind pls update the status on page one.. hahaha easier to read..

I read the first 5 pages and the last 3 pages only so don't flame me on my view on you

TS, you are really self centered and fear to lose. Maybe you shall go to casino and start losing money (i know you are rich) but feel the losing part (at least you understand that there is no 100% winning in this world and you never know what will it be before you bet).

You still have the chance to express yourself but you are holding back because you fear to get rejected. God bless both of you that you all have enough time to keep on delaying your confession. (sorry if i sound like cursing but i am not). I lost my beloved grandpa before in out of sudden and i regretted so much that I couldn't fulfill my promise to him before he left me.