i will say when you are in the relationship you cannot just think from your side only. There are comitment and sacrify you have to face it. i will say that when young age you never came across the problems you facing just more to enjoy the sweet time. As from the girl side ya she wanted to have you more since you cannot give her the time so do not complaint and seek pity from here. i have the other situation than yours. Everything is just excuse for yourself, if you want to do you can do it, is a matter you want it or not thats all.