I hope I would not follow your footsteps! I love Winne most, I could not lose her Every night I think of her. Mystically, she always looks young in my mind, and I could never fall asleep without her beaming at me! 

Yeah, Dad and I always roar to each other. But, I have been getting soft lately because he is getting old and sick. I could only use the soft approach now. Same here, when my GF and I separated for one year (I'm trying to patch up now), I used to fantasy Korean, Japanese and Taiwanese cute girls, I thought I could forget about her, but instead, the sense of guilty and love for her grows as time goes by. Sigh... my fault.