All i can say is having no father is better than having a lousy father. If u think about ur child, you cant put ur love for ur husband in front. Its the love for ur child. Every mum will do so. You will feel sakit hati if u report him to police, but if u dont, the pain in the future will be more. End up u will need to report to the police as well. If its so, y not report now rather than latter? You wanted to give him a chance to change, but isnt it obvious that he wont change after all ur effort? Do u wan to live beside a timebomb that may explode anytime? In this situation, let logic take over, not feelingS.

And seek professional help if u may. No hesitation. The lifes is in ur hand. Work and act and dun think and think