Sorry to hear that. Sometimes love can be too blind. But hey, you love your child too don't you? For the sake of the kid and yourself, kicking the habit of drug and get a job is a must. How bad things can go if it carry on, I'm sure you can imagine by listening to so many examples out there. Seeking advise from doc's or pro's is needed as mentioned by others already. Same time, what you need is plan ahead yourself. Eg, if your husband manage to change, it's great. But if not, by all means you need to plan on staying place, people who can take care of the kid while you work, etc. So at least, however it ends there's still a road out for you and the kid. As for the choices, it's really up to yourself TS. Can't give advise on such a thing that might change a persons life. Wish you luck.