i think there's some mistaken, actually i didnt asking for advice cause i already decide what to do. i just wanna express out my situation and feelings here....

if we think from different angle, If a bf dont trust his own gf. What will a girl think and how would the girl feel if her own bf dont trust her?

Sometimes, i really feel like dont wanna trust her, but no harm if  i trust her since she's my gf. You all can call me brainless jerk or whatever but we need to care about the girl's feelings.

If  a girl wanna cheat me, i cannot avoid and i didnt blame them for cheating me either. There's no point to blame anyone for being cheated. I remember i didnt stated on previous post that  i blamed them