thank's for the reply bro...
not only you all were criticizing about my decisions. my friends does the same. well, i dont really understand why dont try to trust her? actually no harm to trust her, what if it's true?

I just dont wanna hurt her, incase she was serious on this relationship.

i'm really appreciate all the reply here....

if we think from different angle, If a bf dont trust his own gf. What will a girl think and how would the girl feel if her own bf dont trust her?

Sometimes, i really feel like dont wanna trust her, but no harm if  i trust her since she's my gf. You all can call me brainless jerk or whatever but we need to care about the girl's feelings.

If  a girl wanna cheat me, i cannot avoid and i didnt blame them for cheating me either. There's no point to blame anyone for being cheated. I remember i didnt stated on previous post that  i blamed them

 

Burns me  up really.

 

I scared...haha

u could be fake. Or mixture of gender god knows

yeah. i already stopped sending her money.
I'm gonna meet up with her soon not because i dont trust her.
I wanted to meet up with her cause i miss her till almost crazy