Initially, I told him not to rush me .. He is a kind of man in rushing gf to marry him. I met him mid of March, then april I accepted him and May I announced he is my officially bf. I brought him to meet my parents and friends. I gave him the contacts of my close friends and even my brother is trying to be his friend now too. He and me are the same type people. We always want to win. But for him, He is a very much stronger guy that I'd have ever seen in my life.

He did so much that made me feel uncomfortable. Everytime when we meet, he will ask me to have serious talk about our marriage. I told him we just met and I need more times to get along with you. There is nothing you can rush and hurry me to be your wife now I told him. Then he told me He is a business man, When he starts his business and purchase a new office, He has no time to marry me and have extra $$$$ to cover me.. I felt like "WTF" doing his business and no time to marry in future???

Then he called my brother and mum sometimes to check me, they like having so much of things that I didn't know at all. When I found out that I feel so angry coz I don't like the feeling of being checked. He told my brother how much he loves me and he did tell me how much love he put on me now is 100%. He expected me to return back the same. I told him before we started , I told him, don't rush me everything and I will spend my life and time to get along with you. I knew he is ready to commit with me, but the way he loves me is not the desire ways I wish to. I felt pressure. He always asked me not to do this and that. I asked him what happened to him??? Then he told me sorry sometimes coz his ex haunted him too much before but he just don't wish I will run like what his ex did to him before............