Me and her just be a housemate started 3 weeks ago...at 1st week, we treat each other as 'stranger', really, will shame when talking...

So last week she started work at my company, so we started to 'car sharing' when go to or back from company...we had dinner every night, after that we went to shopping, most of the time is only our two. For last whole week, wherever i drive, she will seat beside me. I know myself adi got feeling on her, and i did all the step mentioned in this thread in just 11 days, and i didn't get any rejection signal from her.

But until yesterday morning, as usual we chat at car, joking, so suddendly we chat about the topic and she ask me whether i got interested to know who is her friend (she always chatting through phone), so i thought is girl and said 'wao, you every chat wif friend, must be very good friend, but girl is always like that la'....but she told me he was guy...i'm shock, but my facial is calm, i know something bad to me...

So i asked like joking, 'haha, sure u like her or he like you lo'...she silent for 10s, i know it is gonna be bad, and she told that she 'feel good' on him...try to imagine that time i'm drove at highway @ 110km/h, and i have to hold my sadness..

I force myself to calm, and continue to ask....she and him recognised at meeting conference at her previous company before, but only met once, then now the guy adi back to KL to work. but they got 'regulary' communicate through phone.

At that moment i still could hold my tears, still feel is OK...but 1 hour later during working time, my tear just nearly drop out. She just know i'm moody yesterday, but she don know i'm moody since i heard that thing. Thats why i'm really doubt that she dun know about my feeling towards her. She never dating before, this is what she told me. I really felt wanna give up at 1st.

After i seek for advise from friend, he told me just follow ur feeling, dun easy give up, becos we are really close now, and the guy she felt good is quite far away, so i decided to go for it.

however that guy will come to here and have trip with her at SG on next week, she ask me to join before...so this morning i said maybe i want to go, and she ask me bring friends along...i said i dun have friend want to go, so she said she will ask his female friend out and said introduce to me, she is very nice girl, again my heart broken.

I know 'confession' is not recommended here, but i just feel brave want to ask her tonite whether she know i got feeling on her or not...i just want the answer, no matter the answer is what, i adi ready for that, becos i prepare for worst...i just want to ask, if she say no feeling, then i could pull my handbrake immediately, becos now i really can't concentrate on my work.

Should I do this tonite? can anyone give me advise?.

This post has been edited by coolkwc: Nov 18 2009, 01:24 PM