post ur pic if possible.
let us kutuk u properly.
then maybe will get u fired up to look better.

i have been going gym for 5-6 times a week probably 2-3 hours sometimes for the pass 2 months.
wat keeps me motivated is, i wanna be stronger, and look better.
simple as that...
u cant get stronger just by watching ppl workout... no point sitting around and expect to be stronger or more muscular.

get someone to motivate u...
thats a good way then. =.=