hey serenity.

so late tonight.



hmmm... i just follow ma syllabus.
i did portraits, crosshatch and colour pencils mostly drawing.
and not much others.

you? only draw?

ahhh i see~ enjoy urself?

hahahaa~ i think i do feel better already as i had quite a fight with ma bf this evening.
i dunno what to say but its almost like we're both at fault and practically i dun think we solve anything.
but with all those harsh words we thrown at each other, at least i see his part and he sees mine.
so... will try to work things out.

i used to be one here.

yeah. i'ma taking graphic design, just ended ma 2nd sem.

what course will u be taking??
oohh... handicraft stuff, i do make cards sometimes.

wow. writers are truly brainers~

but literature is so...
i dunno, i'll sleep.

awWww. aint u gonna get some rest and prepare for the excitement of tomorrow?

hmmm... i think so i'm seriously still quite confused and troubled but yeah...
its not like i can do much about it.
so trying to chill and calm down ne.

hmmm... weird.
buthen it's alright.
most artists are weird.

gosh! tats so cooolll!! picta?~

hahaha. why need to think of what to wear somemore?

yeah, i got what u mean and trying, too.
i'ma always a happy go lucky crazy kid when i was single.
hate it when i am occupied.

everyone wanna see the bag~ me too!!

serenity dear, if u dress like that in msia esp to get result, its a bit over the top. tone down a little i supposed?

dramatic entrace yes but dun be too over the top?
just enuf to leave impression on everyone.

hmm... i was quite contented when i was happy and no, i never really wish for anyone to be there coz i seriously seldom got upset or what.
and i was a very happy and hyper kid thats why most guys like me to begin with... but once got into the relationship, i wonder if they regret.

but yeah, i love him and i won't give anything to change the fact of it.

turn heads is good dear.
but dun make ppl O.O!!

lol.

tats exactly what i mean.

gee. sometimes u dun have to be over the tops to turn head.
if u wear it right, ppl will cant stop staring.

yeah, was always contented even when i was single.
there wasn't anytime that i think i need someone or what, i was just plain happy.

but... the problem is i seldom stay single since ma first relationship...

we have bags talk.

and i seriously want to get a bag more.

and a sweater.

and more heels or at least flats.

ma handbag now is a little bit too big, too.
and hoodie or sweater whichever coz i have none at all and i gonna be in genting in two weeks time.
i'll be freeezzing~

awwWww dear u have tons of shoes?
i only have like... 3sneakers, 2 heels and 1flats.

awWw dear but u have to learn sometimes fashion is not only about being too over the top as some style is quite casual but yet brings styles and elegance.
those are what the real head turners because ppl cant stop looking at u but they dunno why. its like u have some aura thingy.
might sound exaggerating but its trueee.

hmmm... contented but yet guys tend to give attention and the end, someone's just gonna win ma heart over no?
then its like heaven being in love and eveyrthing before problems start to comeee... lol. typical i supposed.

what's wrong with the hoodiee??

hmmm... i just first start using ma first handbag
from mng and its hugeee and black, leather.
simple and... its getting boring after almost 4months now.

so... i wanna get new bag buthen no idea...
any bag that can attracts me at first sight i supposed.
but now that i like a bag from mng, too.
in whiteeee leather, too. XDD

i'ma gurl.

and serenity has like 20pairs of heels.

O.O!!

for me... i'ma too casual and too rigid.
dun dare to try new stuff.

hmmm... yeah i think soo.
sigh~ tats the worse part and after i broke up from ma first relationship.
thats when i started saying i wanna be nun.

i dun think there's any problem.
in fact, i like it

hahaha. yeah, i like mng bags~
and ipoh shop has limited stock on clothes so i emo. lol.

coach is too expensive for me girls.
and i seldom buy clothes also esp i gained weight.
darn emo cant buy clothes and old clothes cant fit.

i love heels too but it hurts plus all ma frens are way shorter than i am.
i cant really wear heels all the time.

teehee~ scared. not brave enuff i supposed. plus limited cash.

hmmm... first break up i didnt but after a while, i got rimas because of all the guys and i ended up declaring saying i wanna be nun!
buthen that when i met ma bf noww...

means u have like 3 sneakers, 3 kitten heels, 2 flats, 2 platforms, 1 pumps and 1 flipflop?

lol. i didnt even count ma jogging shoes, sandals and others shoes that i throw to ma mom, maids and such.
but i need more girls shoes ne. flats esp.

where's ur tattooo??

hahaha. yeah quite some variety ne~
buthen i think i spoil shoes very fast.
1st time wear and there's gonna be scratches or watsoever ady~ T_________T

how big issit?
ma fren is having a tattoo spree and he make me feel like having tattoo so badly.
i've always wanted one but parents.

This post has been edited by aleXandra: Mar 12 2009, 03:27 AM