which church u go nick?

ya, i used to be a good girl who goes to church but after my break up with this church guy,2 years ago. since then, i just stray away and believing in myself.

not saying tht, i dun belive in god. i know he's there. he's always there. is just tht, sometimes, i feel very bad, after everything i did, have to go back to him. i know he would forgive. but knowing him, he would wan to punish me. lolx.
so i wanna avoid tht confrontation. stalled some time atleast 

nowadays, i went church for the wrong reason also. i dun pray. i only go n lepak.