haha. u better run!! kacau my jam jam pula

oh really? haih. nvm la. sorry my mistake


lol. follow ur heart la. yup yup, going to bed soon d

lol. no la dear. i was watching u all the while. dun worry, i'll kill chickie for u

lol. how sweet

i think im gonna sleep soon d.

u can go take shower 1st la. i linger forawhile then i say goodnight d

always sayang u dear. nobody can hurt u

haha. sayang? i have alot of nicknames actually. call anything la.

i think im gonna sleep now la. anything u prefer la. but texting be fine. cos i like to text. hehe

night everyone

*yawn* another nightmare... sigh.

hey dear. the nightmare, this time, i saw myself torturing and killing a lady. i had like this rod around her neck and i was tightening it and until there's blood and she cant breathe...


lol. i did not do anything bad. been so innocent. never even go out

where got garfield fault? i was hugging him while sleeping.

nod/ i want hug hug dear.


lol. and then she die....... she stop moving.

hey

hehe. curious to know whether u can tame one huh? trust me.... so far, every1 failed


i dun even know who's tht lady la.

lol. feeling better d but must mum mum 1st.

3 times?? kesian la u

erm.. ya. i think i remember some part also, tht i was not alone . and i have to kill her.. i dun think she's a human also


done. had my lunch, u le dear?

lol. u wanna try to tame me? i think u will muntah darah la. no kid.

ha.ha. hawkie, u think im a lion ke?? it takes more than a leash and a whip to tame a devil like me la


i wish i can show u excatly how is it in my head now. the mental image. still vivid.
i remembered seeing myself, all white and pale. and there were others there, my mate, my partner. dun know.
we were in this dark chambers i think. and this lady, around 25 plus lik tht. she look like human. but she's not.
and before i know it, i was there, pick up those rod on the ground,and reeled it around her neck. she was gasping for air and i keep pulling the rod and tightening it. blood was everywhere.


im a devil


lol. the day is not over yet dear, so far so good i think.
forget to go church again. lol. bangun lewat

wat bout u?

lol. so far how's the result eh? ur telling me tht ur 101% tame now?


lol. nuh uh. i aint some animal. im a devil

haih.. been having nightmares lately la.
u should see the poor lady condition. she just stop moving.

lol/. u goes to church too dear?
lol. gas? where the gas come from?


sigh.. im loosing my grip here i think.
but no worries la.
wat is ur scariest nightmare?

wat is hot dazzy?

lol. but i can never be tamed. tht includes, thoughts,action,ect ect .


lol. yes yes. u respect the devil ka?

mcm tu pun boleh? scary la. better be careful as gas leakage can be fatal