Still,how you move on?

I just want to know how to move on successfully.

I dont want to keep falling for her again and again.It's like some bug in a program that creates an endless loop.

Not sure thats what i actually want because she didnt do anything wrong to me.It's just that i cant be together with her because of distance.I think she probably knows about it.Seems like she just want to keep in touch,till time comes where i have a chance to be together with her.I love her the way she is.She's not perfect,but she's good enough for me.Probably the one i really want.

Unless im freaking lucky or some miracle happen,i dont think i have a chance to be with her.

It depress me to just let go a really good girl,without even trying.While there is a truth out there telling me that,there isnt much i can do.

This is the third year already for me to be in this.The night is still dark and no sign of dawn.Im kinda stuck between moving on or keep on waiting.

Mine even worse.As it might just disconnect any time and i'll wont be on LYn for next few hours.

It's the fear of regret stopping me to let go.

Guess i'll try again and hope i find another nicer,prettier one.

Like they will care.

No way im doing this.

Girls arent sex objects.They are meant to be loved,protect,appreciated...

Gawd,damn cow.Im gonna cut you to pieces and make steak if you say that again.

I could consider this but it's just not a good solution to the problem.

Im avoiding the problem,than trying to engineer a solution to fix it.

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Added on February 22, 2009, 12:12 amI used to curse TM Nut everyday.Then,i changed to Maxis.Cursed them a lot.Now,with Celcom,still cursing them.

I want my 8MBps fiber connection.

This post has been edited by Cheesenium: Feb 22 2009, 12:12 AM

If it's wireless,no.Avoid it at all cost.

Any wireless broadband is useless.

It's alright.There is nothing much i could do about it.

I love you.I just hope one day i get to say that to you and see you smile.

This post has been edited by Cheesenium: Feb 22 2009, 12:20 AM

No,i want to make steak out of you,cow.

Yeap,i spend like RM300 for original games.I can play none of them online.

What a waste.

Too slow.Too unstable.Cant really download.Expensive.Useless.

I know,it hurts,but i guess im just those stubborn type.

It means the delay between you and the server or computer that you are connected to.

Usually in milliseconds or ping.If you play games,you'll know it la.

I get like 500 ping to a player in KL in CoH.Anything outside Malaysia,i get a "nice" red cross.

RA3 just lag so much till i cant play.

Burnout,i dont bother trying.Sure cannot play one.

kikipi,lets make steak out of that cow.

Played enough for today.60%+ completion now.

BP is good to cure emo-ness,though.I love speeding aimlessly there.Feels damn good after that,while at the same time,enjoy the eye candies.

I hope i have fixed my lag issue.

Im considering to get DoW2 too.How about you? ARe you getting it?

Yeap.Avoid it at all cost.

After using 2 useless wireless broadband,i think Screamyx was so much better than those 2.

Ok.

*Takes knifes out...

Oh,your cheesecake.





I think it's over d.

Im also still considering.

If a friend of mine in Sydney bought ori DoW2,i'll probably get it too then.

This post has been edited by Cheesenium: Feb 22 2009, 12:37 AM

Ok,go play Burnout now.

Hope no more lag la.

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Added on February 22, 2009, 12:42 amGood night,kiki.

This post has been edited by Cheesenium: Feb 22 2009, 12:42 AM

Still no new car.

Just finished a game of RA3.

Time to go to bed.Gonna test more games with the new driver tomorrow.

Good night,everyone.

Morning.

Internet connection is so unstable these days.

Yeap.I got dc after i posted here.

I feel like killing them now.

Useless Celcom.

Nice,keep it going.

I got 62 now.

Im in Malaysia.

I see Pew Pew.

Why?

Fear of regrets? Fear of losing someone?

Not so bad as me,right?

I might just disappear for no reason,because i got dc.

Im only going back in March.