i have a big fight with my gf last week.....he always say that i cannot aford her with my income.....our relatioship is going well during our universities, we been paktoh when during studies at uni, i know that i am using my PTPTN money, but we always spending time together and took her travel to almost every state in penisular Malaysia...to Penang, KL (every week days) and Johor....during the time, we even went to Genting Highlands and Cameron from Ipoh.....during the Uni?studies years, we benn staying together and rent a house...but i know..the PTPTN money is not enough for our studies living...our parents do sent us more money not less than RM400. For me i think that my GF have arich family that her parents sent her mauch money during our studies years...

When we grad, we still together and she been post to a company near my place...then i also haven find any job for one year...but the second year on 2007 i finally find a job for a gov sector..... but my salary is not high if compare to those others gov officers that can get RM4K per month.....then i applying for an interview that i failed the interview twice....so my salary now becoming static with only RM2++K. i also afraid that i will lost job soon....when these two years goes by, i can see a change from my gf that she says that i am a loser....so i often see her going out with other guys.....then we always fight. i wonder how can she behave in such ways...she has change.....i wonder what happening to her.....she always not intrested in me anymore....maybe is my income or my apperence that she always say that i am not goodlooking anymore like before...but i fell so starnge becouse my weight havent even change...maybe i now wearing spec?????

So just few days, my gf oledi dicuss with her parents that she dont want to meet me anymore.......she say many things about me with her parents....then she act so stange lately then finally we saparated.I am so despo right now couse i am not young anymore and all my pass friends oledi getting married and even had kids....my parents always advice me to forget about her and says she is useless , and dont think of getting girls right now....i now conduct a phycology doctor and take pills every nite to calm me down

How to use tangan kanan...will it pancut many????

now i meet a phycologist doctor then he say i been have symtoms of schizophrenia......this happening to me since i break up with my Gf.....sometimes i hearing voices told me to commited suicide and also feel like everyone around me got connections...so i walk around and talk to people or kacau girls.....sometimes i been warn by few mans......now i eating pills and appointment with Chinese "sinseh". ..so now my weight oledi gains becouse of the pills effect...

last nite she call me..we have a chat..and she seems ok...i heard she in Kl now...i think...har????