Like as if "he" is involve with someone else and "you" just like stand there admiring... story

Oh well...

 

I dunno how complicated can it get... but I will wait for that someday...

*going back to listen You Don't Know Me by Jann Arden*

ts n reen back
speed up liao?

hahah same like me no smoke cant drink... sien also.. now sick at home.. wt.....

watch astro hahahah..

too much emotion come out makes you bad .......... 

Hahaha... my story?

1/3 of it was told here that I did not post but other people post (Kirklandlee only hear 1/3 from other people; so are the mods)

Another 1/3 of it are my current group of friends who also know the truth about it but they have been great... but sadly, I pull a "David Banner" story on them and some of them don't understand why

The last 1/3 only my best buddy knew my inner secrets...

That was 1 and the 1/2 years ago since then... 4 years just... gone. Stories I hear... I don't know what to feel anymore...

That is why I told yanniieee my plan... and she promise not to tell

O.o but one thing i will die for is the food there 

Ehehehe... New Year got plans of my own to change... but somehow, shinjo like not pushing forward the gathering... 

betul...

Too emotional is not good for, ish2... wish i am not a emo person also.. lol

i was born in penang 

Please... don't... face what is in front of you... it can just eat you up and when you really put yourself in that moment... and realize whatever it is you hope for... you might not be strong enough to stand... and then you will fall...

Just like I did... but lucky I am able to stand...

Maybe you should...

as spoken better all dont smoke.. less air polution... i did try smoking bt cant seems 2 hook on it.. (really not fair) wonder hw cm sm ppl are so addicted 2 it.. envy la...

hehe  i miss  the junk food there too

i have being emo afte each break up and its seems so stupid nw 2 think back.. i will hide my self inside the room and jst lock myself away from the world.. i scare one day going crazy... wish i cud write like u.. when emo cant do anything..

i scared one day i kena the penyakit "kemurungan" and the go tanjung rambutan 

i want
- fried chicken
- fish and chip
- drummets
- mcdonald
- kfc
- pizza
fu yohh

Hmmm... very optimistic... good 

Hope both of us got something too... since mine is a long stretch... 

sometimes i wonder why u will break =.=
not both people trust each other only together mer?
maybe u show less care to your gf or too much care about her until annoying?

Wht it trust?? for me nw is B.shit (pardon my manners)

I cant accept his mum ways of 2 traditional... this wan kenot that one kenot.. ayoh.. sien ar..

Gosh...

Well last time when I broke up, I can't even tell my inner feelings because there's no friend I can trust. Even own friends will start to betray you... It was a year ago... Christmas...

salmon?! got salmon? join me

..honestly.. i dont eat vegetables.. not even one type. tauge i also dont eat. char kuey teow got tauge i take all one per one out only eat

arrhg smtimes jst felt like stranglling ppl.. (unknown ppl) my god attack of my mental illness hahahaha...

writing is a good therapy also..

TOFU NEVER MIND! YUM!
everytime dinner at outside sure got tofu. the tofu must be fried one. jiu pai tao fu. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

no eat tauge = kiddie. my mum always say that. haha

I miss you...Do you realize how important are you in my life ? When you're not by my side , I feel incomplete , I feel empty. Every single piece of my shattered heart is missing you right now. Why won't you reply my messages ? Why won't you call me ? Why is it so ? Maybe you don't know how much I feel for you , and how much I need you ? If I had one last minute to live , i would choose to hold your hands for one last minute.

(sorry for being emo , i feel better writing all these crap)

Can I strangle you when I meet you? 

What is my "return" when I fetch you there? 

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Added on December 24, 2008, 8:55 pm

all of a sudden my bulu all naik... mou ku tong... 

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Added on December 24, 2008, 8:55 pm

Kang Kung nice! I love Kang Kung... Kang Kung Belacan... yummy...

I don't take si hum also... got problems ever since I eat Curry Laksa in Singapore... so dirty then give me problems... sigh... 

Eh, anyone agree? A friend post it in my Friendster Bulletin:-

31 Ways To Make A Girl Smile
1. Dont hug her friends or your friends that are girls cause she'll feel left out
2. Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.
3. Hug her from behind
4. Leave her voice messages to wake up.
5. Wrestle with her
6. Don't go hang out with your ex when shes not with you, you might not realize how badly it hurts her.
7. If you're talking to another girl, when you're done talking, walk over and
hug her and kiss her.... let her know she's yours and they aren't.
8. Write her notes or call her just to say "hi"..and not just at night after you've already been out with other girls.
9. Introduce her to your friends . . . as your girlfriend.
10. Play with her hair.
11. Pick her up
12. Get upset if another guy touches her and she doesn't like it.
13. Make her laugh, if you can make her laugh, you can make her do
anything.
14. Let her fall asleep in your arms.
15. If she's mad at you, kiss her.
16. If you care about her, then tell her
17. Every guy should give their girl 3 things: a stuffed animal(she'll hug it every time she goes to sleep), jewelry (she'll treasure it forever), and one of his t-shirts (she'll most likely wear it to bed).
18. Treat her the same around your friends as you do when you're alone.
19. Look her in the eyes and smile.
20. Hang out with her on weekends
21. Kiss her in the rain
22. Kiss her just for the heck of it
23. If your listening to music, let her listen too.
24. Remember her birthday and get her something, even if
its simple and inexpensive, it came from YOU. it means all the world to HER. it's the thought that counts.
25. When she gives you a present on your birthday, Christmas, or just whenever, take it and tell her you love it, even if you don't (it'll make her happy.)
26. Always call her when you say you will, it may not seem like it, but it does hurt her and makes her think you don't care so call even if you can only talk for a minute. Girls don't necessarily have to have hour-long conversations every night but its nice for us to hear your voice even for a quick hello.
27. Give her what she wants
28. Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.
29. Tell her shes beautiful, she needs to know her striving is working.
30. Hang out with her whenever you are free and u should be free to hang
with your girlfriend all the time
31. If u care about her...SHOW her!