nope...just very cold towards me...
i sms him oso 1-2 words oni...

bz until forget, means i'm a small potato in his life..

yeah lor...then how?

staying at home to do assignments...y?

he working from monday to friday until next sunday, then i got finals until nextnext sat...
so will need to wait 2 weeks oni can go out

good afternoon?

i hope so too O.o

but the problem is, i dunno i offended him or something..or mayb i did something wrong..
i dunno he angry me or not....i really have no clue on wut's going on...

then good morning for u...

hello..

all think myself? but wut if it's true?!?!
y he nvr say anything about it to me?
y he so cold towards me?
issit he met someone new while working?

yes, i'm a paranoid person and i hate myself...i really hate myself!!!
fark u alexa!!

if it's true, i think i'll be put as the blame..
if i'm not good, u think he will go find someone new?
dun think so lor..
if i'm good enuf, he will treat me good and will not lay an eye on other gurls....
i think i'm the worst gf ever....
so many relationships i've phailed, the problem is me...

sigh...not u, just me emo oni...
me? eat korean noodles... dad cook...i dun like it...
like no taste, the other stuffs inside very salty O.o

but dun u think it's true...
that a guy wun run away if the gf is very good...
rite?

ahhahha...mayb he expect more from me?
like driving to his house or cooking for him...
or help him do some facial or something...
sigh...how i wish to help him wash his face and apply face cream for him now...
he always ask me to do it, and i berpura-pura sleep...
i hate alexa, she's s b!tch..

ermmm, i dun tell him..i just eat and complain to u guys XD

facial like to press black head and all...lolz...
guys oso wan nice face like gals wan mar

he dun ask, but i feel he really wans that...so he dun have to drive 2 times of the destination O.o

aiyor, expensive mar..
gf do free treatment and very "sai sum" to do for bf leh...
u think he got money to go meh?

btw, i very scared this time bcoz, all the while we will argue...
at least got scold me and i scold him..
but this time, i call him, he not even angry or anything like he didn't even care..
sometimes i think is he talking on the phone with another gal...

problem oni occur when we are together for too long >.<

i wan, but u think my mum let me?
to drive all the way there, i'm ok with it...i can pump the oil myself, but she dun let... >.<

guy, girl equal now...
not always the guy come and fetch wan lar....ok?

hahaha..no lar..
different opinions mar

ohhh....unless u go there meet her and guide her back..
but it's a waste of money and time.

actually, i dun like it when he come all the way to fetch me...
it's like i'm a burden for him..
sometimes i feel like i'm a burden, i cannot do anything for him..
like, he's better off without me....

i feel sorry for hurting him all the time, i feel bad for being angry easily...
sometimes i feel y i cannot be good for once...
haihz..

hahahahha!! no, i dun mean to >.<
sigh...mayb it's better off being single.. >.<

i'm sorry if i hurt him, but i got very upset of this incident...
two days ago, had really hurt me a lot..
i say sorry to him, he ignore...
now i dunno wut to do la...

ermm...nothing much lor...
lemme check my previous sms....
ok, i pm u

hah~ so tired after typing that long long long smses~ XD