LOL-ed hard!!

btw, reporting in.

suddenly i miss those people that once used to be in my life, who matters a lot but whom i seldom get to see and talk to now.

i miss my best guy friend who used to be here for me all the time, showering me with all love and care that i so need in the past.

i miss my best girl friend who cry for me just because i am upset, who love me so much and dearly, who will be here just because i need her to be.

i miss all others, who once used to lend me a shoulder when i tear, who love me as much as i love them, who will do anything just to make me smile again.


and i hate so of my ex who just get away from doing what he did to me and being so happy now with his new b***h.

i dun wan emo!

btw, i just noticed it's the time of the month really.

i think i shouldnt let it get to me since its that stupid reason.
i'ma going back to assignment.

somehow i feel stupid now.

though i really do miss those peeps i mentioned.
buthen... maybe it's the emotion getting too much on me.

pushing it aside.
no time to deal with it now.

but those peeps i mentioned exist, still do care and love one another.
just that we grew up, we parted way to fulfill our dreams and hence we can conveniently be really by each other side when we want to.

and honestly, i dun have much friends.
i count quality over quantity and i'ma happy with the amount of good friends that i have even though its not much.
people might sa y i'ma pathetic with the amount of friends i have but i am contented as long as i have them.

i'm not trying to please anyone anyway.
it's... never mind.

lol.

always have something in common with ur friends.
i dunno how to say this but... i seldom encounter such situation.
i spend quality time with ma friends which is usually one on one.

i see vinspireeee!!
i revive ur thread~

good to know.

go rent maybe?

me!

morning emotion.

emotion why so emo!!

dun emo la.

mali kita ckp2.

i dun take bus in ipoh.

it sucks.
old, no aircon.
dirty most the time.
with weird weird man staring at you most the time.

btw, that's the impression like 3years ago when i was still in form5.

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Added on November 15, 2008, 2:01 amaiks. you okay bo??

This post has been edited by aleXandra: Nov 15 2008, 02:01 AM

eerrr... i cannot be sure since it's 3 years ady.
i hope it's better though.

a bit okay??

why change avatar to so sad one!!

youtube has it??

same as wat i say??

dunwan la!! look so sad.

u sound like u r promoting urself for ppl to add u in msn

i might be mean to say wat i gonna say

but first of all, stop being pitiful
stop wanting others to be pity of you
why do u want ppl to pity u in the first place?
why it feels good when ppl pity you?
in this world, there's not many ppl in the world who would care in the first place
so dun bother searching desperately for them because if they come, they just do
stop wasting ur time whining to ppl of how bad ur life is

there's many other ppl who have their lives far worse than you
and yet, they dun need ppl to pity them
they make their life better with their own hands
they do what they have to do to make things better
why can they and why not you?
remember they are in conditions so much more worse than you
and what? they live for themselves and not just whining every single day and not doing anything

i know, you want someone to talk to but what's the point of whining about the same thing every single day to different ppl?
when ppl get fed up and ignore u, then u'll be saying that they dun care
but have u ever think of why they do so because all you whine about is the same thing over and over again
and yet, did u actually do anything to make things different and better?
or u just whine and whine hoping for things to get better?
because things wont change as long as you not doing anything about it

i'ma sorry but i dun pity ppl like you
i might be mean but i dun
i dun even pity myself

eerrr... i'ma lazy to click.
kinda multi tasking here.

dun worry laa.

do better next timeee??
gambateh nee.

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Added on November 15, 2008, 2:18 amnahh... i just kinda princessy, i admit.

but i really hope the bus condition now is better ne.

This post has been edited by aleXandra: Nov 15 2008, 02:18 AM

damn. ur avatar getting funnier laa~

yosh sounds familiar and it looks funny~