I only want to know how many of you already engaged in a relationship at this age of mine ? 22 isn't old but ain't young either, shitty things are going on in my life, 

I started to feel bored of staying with parents, my sis already married and my bro is moving to his new house, left me and my parents, they are good but many times I have been thinking, is it now the time I should move out and learn to be independent? I have left the home and stay in university for the first year, after that move back to stay with parents. I don't appreciate much during my 1st year at university which was 4 years ago, that time I was being naive and stupid. Because of the decision to stay at home, I was hard to meet new friends at uni, my class are few in girls, I do not talk well to both guys and girls classmates. Now going to uni is no different than going for a boring office work, the secondary school friends are busy with their careers, relationship and their final year in uni, leaving me alone and lost in my life.

My result isn't good and I have to extend the degree course by 1 year. Expecting a lonely year,

What I worrying now isn't how much money I could earn, what my parents have given me made my life comfortable enough. It's whether I will live and die alone if things keep their current way, seeing many blogs and friendsters around, many people at my age are leading a colorful life. Sometimes I think of that I rather be poorer a bit, if that's the price I need to pay in exchange of a unregrettable younger days. This isn't whining, there's many other people are sufferer than mine, I just feel setback at times

human mentality is a complex thing, what I perceive their live is a sinusoidal wave, my life is a straight horizontal life, everyday live the same routine, it's neither good nor bad.

haih. I have plan to reform after my current year, that time still studying in uni but will be much free in time.

Sometimes I can't help to think too much

thanks mcchin  for the long reply, arghh the biggest culprit inside me is the egoistic, I am not quite the shy type, but all the time I just don't want to let people think of me as a desperate person. I have these problems, but I hope no real people know that I have this problem, which is why I could only voice out in forums, don't even dare to write a blog on that.

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Added on October 4, 2008, 3:41 pm
never in a relationship before, only there was once a girl was being over friendly to me, but we never begin on that, that was many years ago.

I curse you to fall in love with a woman, 300 pounds in weight, suffering from severe acne and eating disorders, but she'll be good in bed (or as a bed).

his 22 not 20~~

hm.. my turn, im 10 and im single XD   

I am single and theoretically I don't have friends as well