I'm stuck in this horrid environment for nearly coming to 3 years now.
Yes all those years mind boggling problems and politics arises on ways I've never been prepared for.
Such selfishness and who are your true friends I learned from others hypocrite smile.

Yes can say I wasted my life here.
No matter what I do or cry blood I won't ever get a year back on my life.

Day by day I curse the decision why I chose to be here but due to unforeseen choice, I am stuck here.

But all is not lost, what I've been blinded by my anger is that I don't see the surroundings around me and how it has teaches me a lot these past years.

It took me a really painful morning after to realise this and thank god it's not too late.

I won't say it's a total waste but thanks to this, my life made a few and real friends and memories I would treasure forever.
Yes along the road I lost great friends by fate has took them away as it is time for them.
Shit happens and fate decides it no matter how much you don't want it to end

So friends, make the best of your time in this lifetime as it only comes once.
Don't give up and never let yourself get pulled down by anything.

Hope anyone who's reading this would get my message and never give up no matter how much life is kicking you down.