I just wanna share wf you what i wrote in my blog some time ago. This article was written after an event which caused me to almost tear apart. I was on the edge of dying.. until my frens snap me back to reality. until God reach me out. until i finally realized life is worth more than what we can think.
I hope it helps. (:




Life is more than just a game. Life is something very distinctive and very subjective. I would like to stress on the importance of life itself to every single being in this earth. Sometimes we may experience downfall. Sometimes it seems like the whole world is crashing on you, and when things seems to be sailing smoothly, that is when things goes out of hand. I personally experience it myself. And for a moment, it seems like my life is useless. But it came a point in time where i sat down and think about the possibilities of what happens now is partly the work of God, or perhaps things happened because it is meant to be that way. I know that sometimes life itself may fail to you to a point you are thinking that what is the use of you being born in this world. But allow me to say this, IT IS NOT ABOUT THE PURPOSE OF YOU LIVING IN THIS WORLD, IS WHAT YOU DID WHILE YOU ARE LIVING THAT MAKES A DIFFERENCE TO THE WORLD.

You may think that the statement only applies to certain people who feels positive about the whole idea of living, but again, you are wrong. Everyone has a part to play in life. Every single being in this world has a part to play either directly or indirectly. And yes the fact that one feels bad about them self is affected by the choices you made. The choices which reflects what personality you posses. Is you who determined whether you are sad, happy, emotional or even depressed. Its you who choose on how you look on that matter itself. If you choose to look it on a smaller scale, the only thing you will see in it is depression, sadness, anxiety, stress. But if you look on a bigger picture, you will see that it isn’t bad after all.

We all experience downfall. But its how we handle it that makes us stand out from the crowd. I admit, as a human myself, i dont do as i what i speak. My emotions take over all logics. My heart tells me to do things that is out of this world, when the fact that my brains tells me what i am doing is wrong. But that’s how it is. We all tend to follow what our heart says. But the main point here is, how do we handle this kind of situation? Recently, i went into a lot of problems that test my patience and my ability to handle things consciously. For a moment, i went into a state of depression. I isolate myself. I do things that is silly. I hurt myself. I was in an autopilot mode. But as things were going the way it is, people came to me and snap me back to reality. That is when i started to think back and review all my actions. I started to reflect back at the problem and find where did i go wrong. The problem i recently face was a problem which i lay blame on others but myself. Although i know deep down, i am not a fault, but everyone has a part in every problem. That is when i realized, instead of blaming others, i should start thinking of how to correct myself. You see, the funny thing about human is, we only learn from mistakes. If we never do mistakes, and even if we did but no one corrected us, we will never know it is wrong. So yeah, i started to think about the future. How do i correct it? How will i handle such situation if it were to occur again? And how do i overcome it if it happens? And after all that process of ’metamorphosis’ , i finally realized what happened isn’t bad after all. During the downfall period i had, I found out who my real friend are and who are just a bunch of pain in the ass people. I saw the true behaviour of certain people and during this period also, i realize a lot of things.

Many things are beyond our control. As a human, we can only pray to God for things to work out smoothly. The things i realize in this isolation and metamorphosis period changed me a lot. I became stronger and mature. Although right now i may still fell the pain, I am glad and proud to say i am slowly recovering from it. Its hard but life goes on. Any matter in this world can be overcome with time. Time is the most essential medication to any problem. No matter what problem we face,patience is the key to everything. During the time where the problem arise, I also realized that i was pushy. I kept pushing things to the limit when finally someone came and tell me that i am irritating. The truth sucks, but that’s the whole point. The truth is there for us to wake up and changed. I woke up. I glad i did. And now, i am slowly changing. I do not what to repeat what had been the becoming of me.

Today, i share my story with you readers for you to realize that ; LIFE ISN’T THAT BAD AFTER ALL. Its how we look on it that determines how well are we going to live in this world. I just want to stress again that it is not the problem you face that matters, its how you overcome it. I dont want to see others going through the pain i did before this. I want to live and see everyone facing every problem with confidence and maturity. No matter what we do, problems are sure to arise. So why face it with gloomy and negative attitude? Since there is problem no matter what we do, then face it positively. Learn to handle it and learn from it. We dont need to care what others think about us. We dont need to care what message we sent to others due to our behaviour and choices we made. What others think doesn’t matter, its what you think you are doing is right that matters. We cannot please everyone in this world. So let others think what they want to think because only God knows what is happening to you and only what HE knows that matters most.

I really hope that my personal experience i share with you all, my dear readers will play a part in the society by changing and sending out a clear message to every single one out there, that life is full of hope and joy. Although there maybe ups and downs, it is not the end of the world. If those part that makes living interesting. No matter what happens, do not give up. As long as there is God, there is hope. May God Bless You Guys and Good Luck in everything you do. Remember, face live positively and with God’s grace, things will turn out just fine. Amen.