sorry lor, i tot make fun like 1 day few times like that geh

I use to think like that, and when I try to do so, the right gal always come in at the right time.

Jess !!!

i dunno what else to say beside

its ok, is not really something serious geh

受了伤,来自你的短讯.
挫折来自这一封封的重击.

受了伤,独自站在雨中.
惘然的毫无方向.

受了伤,独自敷伤口.
也许没有比这更能悲壮.

受了伤,很想喊餐饱.
问自己是否一路以来都是一厢情愿.

原来受了伤,更大的痛苦竟是我自寻更多的烦恼

Jess, Im okay

bye jess

^ whats your problem now ?

do u think is abit sissy for a guy cry in office ?

u think ?

i think so.

hi all frens and fella

i duno le, i guess is even complicated today.

well, i langgar divider yesterday when I on the way to cheras.

nolar, at the begining i went out with my frens we go kuchai lama. After that is thinkign to go Cheras for 2nd round lor.

By that time is like light rain mah, my fren who lead is drive fast and I try to cope up his speed. So when we head into MRR2, I take the corner at 40 - 50km/h.

So at the point, i cant fully turn all and bang into divider lor. Is not say i cant concentrate lar, but the feeling is abit frust that time so I just chase my fren consider that as a tension release. Then it happen accident like this, stupid me wei.

I call Chee Ann that time is to ask his advice lor.

is not his fault lar, is because that day I memang emo 1.

whats the point of being smart when some other things I cant control well. When the time she call me after I told her I langgar divider, I dun even dare to pick up the phone.

nolar, just bang at the divider wall. my car driver site front part damage abit, need to send for knock back the shape.

I feel lucky because :

- I din bang other ppl
- The damage doesnt effect parts under bonnet.
- And also the front light doesnt pecah.

Honestly nothing is better than feeling alive.

u know if Chee Ann wasnt there prolly I will cry kao² edi.

And that time she is sleeping somemore.

cannot cannot, pray god cannot kill innocent life 1

she din scold me lar, just that i feel really sore when I call her back.

that time she say she sleep till half way see my sms, then she call me, i din pickup then she sms me. After that only I call her back.

nolar, dun sacrifice a innocent life wei.

actually im really okay, thanks.