haha im active in dog section too. LOL better treat yr gf more good... Haha LOL

yeah alwiz imrpoving yr relation is good. not like me.. cant liao.. haihz... duh~

my son is 1yrs7mth old. no everyone is working and im the only one taking care of him leaving me with my SIL pregnant and happen to be very stab-my-back mood now... duh

bubucai im a failure. icypetals i dont work and i dont earn money. he works as banker.

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Added on June 5, 2008, 4:43 pmdear elena.. its good u found yr mr.right but if u got someone like mine u wont be saying this. i talked before but nothing happened. how am i supose to do? i love him so much but seems like im the only one that clapping hands now.. one hand cannot make sound.. rite?

map easy to say hard to do... thanks!

alexandra i cant bring him down to KL wif me. its too burden plus i don hav time to take care of him as im working whole day. i just can leave to god for this as im leaving him with his daddy.

we look like a happy family. we try before for 2nd baby but then nothing work out. we talked but seems like i talk the most. he prefer to ignore me. or shud i say he is bored of me... i dont giv a damn anymore..

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Added on June 5, 2008, 4:44 pmim lying to myself when i told everyone im happy... instead of happy i cry whenever im sad... do u tink all tis gonna work out? im losing my faith in him already...

This post has been edited by JyEn: Jun 5 2008, 04:44 PM

woah elena.. very proud of u.. but im not proud of myself.. its been almost 2 years.. i still cant get my tummy fat off... damn... failure!

u say very easy coz yr hubby doesnt care much yr figure.. n u maintain it.. im slim before but once pregnant everything is worst.. then whenever im out of the bath room he will tell my son ' see the cow is coming' or else 'see yr mom breast like cow breast' duh.. im so hurt u know.. then sometimes he look at me and making 'the look' like im so disgusting... sometimes he say ' u wan me to fark u den u slim down like the model then i fark u everyday' damn it... hurt.. so hurt..

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Added on June 5, 2008, 5:29 pmsorry for bad words but that is what he said to me.. sorry guys!

This post has been edited by JyEn: Jun 5 2008, 05:29 PM

say liao lo.. u all talk very easy.. but then its not what im goin thru now... damn it...

zenox no problem.. im just moody nia.. not yr fault dont worry

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Added on June 5, 2008, 5:38 pmu know i donwan to move.. for the sake of my son i donwan him to hav broken family.. i really wan him to be happy.. ppl say i don happy nvm.. as long my loved one that is my son is happy then im happy too... all i can do is try to fix it... but one hand really cant clap... im collapsing..

This post has been edited by JyEn: Jun 5 2008, 05:38 PM

zenox im only 20 to be 21. i still need time and help. separating with him will be a hurt to my family. and myself. As everyone also will say Love is blind.. then im blind enuf now..

hmmm... im thinking of leaving him.. but i just need time.. sometimes he make me think he is worth it but all the time he just hurt me... i need to be patience until i get my dog grooming cert and open my own bussiness by next year. then i will think bout leaving him or not. because that time im grown up over 21 and also im independant!!

as i ad say just now... what u guys think?

how to make a line so he wont cross over the border and also my patience?

After one night nia i get so many comments bout my post. Really glad somany ppl is beside me. But then i still mix feeling now. Yesterday he hug me many times. Even sleeping he keep sleep near to me and hug me. Even my dog the giant one knows how to appreciate me. I told my giant at 10pm im gonna leave him soon. At 3am he excape and keep bark at my door. My FIL call my phone saying my giant lose and now at our door. i open it and there he is licking my leg and hug me.. bark whole nite howling whole nite just coz i say im leaving. duh.. dog also got feeling i wonder is my husband will feel my lost ma.. my son doesnt know anything..

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Added on June 6, 2008, 10:14 amI just away for one hour and my thread is getting bigger.. spammer!!! duh someone say in other forum i wrote boutmy hubby like he's man in the earth? yea coz he is the one i love BEFORE... but now if u ask me this question i will think twice and i will smile to u and say i dont know now.. He is a good one as i see but im too young to judge all this. i just know that im stuck between him and my life. U wanna know why i get pregnant? Yes im stupid to giv him my virginity but then he was once a very sweet and caring guy. he has everything i want... then when i went to college 2 years ago i met a guy there. He was much more sweeter and he treat me like princess. All the time my hubby keep on calling me whole day if i din reply him. Sometimes i was working and he keep on calling. Sometimes my boss is around and he call to argue wif me.. it was terrible and my relation wif the guy is getting strong. Then he sense that ive change alot coz i once say break up. So one chinese new year 2 years ago he decided to ruin my life by shoot the main exit. I found out i was pregnant when the guy send me to the clinic coz i was in pain. Then when he know im pregnant he said no matter who the kid belong to he still wan me to married him. I was touch but then nite mare began when my dad sent me to his home. U sure wonder why i never married him. 1st he is a smoker. very heavy one 2nd he is very violence. he alwiz use death like jumping off building to threaten me, suicide by cut his hand to blackmail me. Then when i was at his home his mom and dad insult me. I dont mind but then they insult my parents. They say why i know im pregnant i didnt abort the baby. My mom is very religious so she decided its over and she taking me home. I was very pleased. I told my dad i can be single mom but u know my dad need his face. He say either i married to myhubby or send me to kebajikan. i was very sad coz i hav no choice. The guy came all along to my hometown to see me for the last time. I still remember i hug him and he kiss me at the forehead as he went into the bus. Then i never see him again. Then i married to my hubby. life is worst as my MIL doesnt like me at all. She say im a slutty biatch and suspect the baby isnt my hubby one. My hubby too say this when we argue. I was hurt.. after all the things i go thru and also i almost lose my baby when im 3 month pregnant coz the other guy mom try to make me lose my baby. she drive the car and bang every bumper hard so my baby will lose. but it didnt. my son is now almost 2 years old. he is my world my everything.. but why i stil cant leave my hubby? i dont know if its a habit already.. but then i dont have the faith to leave him.. im losing myself now readers...

This post has been edited by JyEn: Jun 6 2008, 10:14 AM

No one want reply this post liao ma? If no i will close this thread liao oh..

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Added on June 6, 2008, 11:31 ami did reply my post at page 7.. read it bah...

This post has been edited by JyEn: Jun 6 2008, 11:31 AM

Guys the thread have been re-open. Try stick to the topic. Dont out of topic. Thanks!

please stay focus to the topic! dont spam my thread or else i kena warning!!! duh!!

thanks guy for all the useful advise. but then ive make my own decison. catsefer me n him its 6 years already. too long enuf to know him better... like today i told him im goin to kl already.. i tot he will say ' i miss u' but then the only thing he say was ' then how about my car? ' damn.. so this is end.. im glad im leavin to KL soon... thank god im waking up!

i will alwiz come back to see him as i miss him and he is my world to me... yeah i know.. i believe in myself so im leavin..

i wont be offended as u r not in my shoe. so i dont mind at all. i just need advise and i got it already. the decision is mine and ive make it and i wont be having public announcement to tell everyone about it. Thanks everyone!

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