hello. is anyone here?

hiiiii....

hiii...

I'm feeling kinda doownn. Can someone slap me until i wake up?

so that i will wake up from being a self harmer... i donnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnoooooooo but i'm so stuck of being a normal human
thank you..

eeeeeeeeeeeverrrrrrrryyyyyyything is wrong! EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE IS WRONG.

everything...
it's like... I CAN'T FRIGGIN TAKE EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING ANYMORE.
There's just so many things that went wrong.
and my mom choose to make issues with me when I'm so f***ed up
And I felt angry, sad, all emotions that is unbearable
I hurt myself by cutting
I bite myself
I slap myself
I do everything to hurt myself.
I tried to stop myself from doing these but everytime i felt like... there's too many things i just.. can't stop myself from harming myself.

I really did. I really did try my best not to hurt myself. I tried my best to be as happy as possible. I deny that I'm sad, I deny that I cried even if my eye bengkak. But this doesn't seem to help even a bit. Sometimes i felt like i need to go in tanjung rambutan.

thank you.

i am sad because my life is shitty.
i am sad because i lost who i love.
i am sad because mommy don't treat me like how she used to be.
i am sad because i'm different.
i am sad because no one understands.
i am sad because i'm not as good as them.
i am sad because i don't want to be sad.

i sound like some retard.

I'm on your side pandaguin [if you kira me] but i'm too small lah =/

Ekhem. However, I personally think you extincted.

hi

he need to reproduce as soon as possible to avoid his species being wiped out

lady?

we deny your existance

i think grandpa i got a grandson you know?

are you angry or what?

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Added on May 24, 2008, 8:51 pm i forgot his name.

This post has been edited by OctoberFly: May 24 2008, 08:51 PM

You sound like you're mad

I don't think so. Haha, he's not october--- bla bla bla.

No you didn't

mosquito is my enemy wei

boloken ---- when you free?

wwlai -------- belanja me eat pizza~!

yaozz ------- WHen you free?

wwlai --------- EEEE WORM BLUEK BLUEK EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

yaozz--------- okay ah i see when i free XD----- oh yeah, I have perang with mosquito =/

boloken------- yeah =/ very few days ago *nod* but are you in kl? o.o

hawky ---- nono lil birdie haiii.

wwlai ----- @$%*$#^ i can't believe you >=O

boloken -- this sat what date ah... 31 ah O.O o. i think can gwa.

yaozz ---- dunno lerh. i moneyless now

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Added on May 24, 2008, 9:33 pmman.. you can actually sue them for like countless of $$$

This post has been edited by OctoberFly: May 24 2008, 09:33 PM