hiii...

I'm feeling kinda doownn. Can someone slap me until i wake up? 

Slap me too.. 
Very down 

Don't mention about him.. He went out jor

everything...
it's like... I CAN'T FRIGGIN TAKE EVERYTHING THAT IS HAPPENING ANYMORE.
There's just so many things that went wrong.
and my mom choose to make issues with me when I'm so f***ed up
And I felt angry, sad, all emotions that is unbearable
I hurt myself by cutting
I bite myself
I slap myself
I do everything to hurt myself.
I tried to stop myself from doing these but everytime i felt like... there's too many things i just.. can't stop myself from harming myself.

I really did. I really did try my best not to hurt myself. I tried my best to be as happy as possible. I deny that I'm sad, I deny that I cried even if my eye bengkak. But this doesn't seem to help even a bit. Sometimes i felt like i need to go in tanjung rambutan.

i am sad because my life is shitty.
i am sad because i lost who i love.
i am sad because mommy don't treat me like how she used to be.
i am sad because i'm different.
i am sad because no one understands.
i am sad because i'm not as good as them.
i am sad because i don't want to be sad.

i sound like some retard.

No wor.. Like hantu   

I too love her le     

No need care others people ma.. Just be yourself ok le.. Proud to be yourself   

Ok.. I go eat first.. From morning i woke up till now haven't eat..
Soon can go back to hospital again

t3chn0m4nc3r, wish your dream come true
Goodluck ~

sien.. might go Mt Dandenong

chi bao le

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Chicken, rice and vege salad [tomato, cucumber, carrot, apple]