that's exactly the same thing i told my bf last time..
maybe because i didn't get the comfort i want..
i always thought he never cared much bout me..
but think back..
he really did alot things for me.. maybe he's just not that good in expressing his own feelings..
hope it's not too late to realize that..

don't filled your free times with all the thoughts
find some activities or work to keep yourself busy
or hang out with buddies

guess im joining the broken hearts' family
just broke up with my bf last night..

thx alot
im having mixed feelings now. argh.

almost 2months since we broke up..
yesterday he msn me and said " can't you just let go? forget bout it. it's already 1month"
i couldn't describe my feeling..
how could he expect me to forget bout everything in 1 or 2 months time.
he never knew how hurt i was and how much i love him.
i didn't even contact him or what during this period..
all i did was talked with some friends and express through blog.

sigh.

it was him who contact me 1st. i would never find him lol.
and that's the 1st thing he said to me.
i was like....... wtf? sigh.


yea.. that's my point
ONLY 2months.
i am not that heartless to forget every thing in this short period.
i know i will get over. but when. lol

it doesn't matters if he already forget everything or not.
i just dislike what he said. and it kinda hurts.

hmm.. don't know.
he already threw away everything the moment he wanted break up.
and the reason was no more feeling. haa.

damn true.
how someone who seems to care and treasure you so much could turn into some cold blooded human the next sec.

hmm.. yea. i think that's the best way until i completely let go.
hope it won't take too long..

that's exactly what i've been thinking for these 2months.
if they really did loved us like they said.... how could everything just vanish within 1sec?
the thoughts that he never loved me really scares me..
i know it's no point worrying bout that anymore, but still i can't keep it away from my mind

lol. reminds me of myself. i am one emo girl.
things would be more difficult for you since you're having LDR
it's either let go.. or try to be happier if it's not too late.
good luck.


This post has been edited by xyingluvx: Mar 18 2010, 07:21 PM

really??
i thought you were an expert. LOL

he's boring?
lol. how come i don't think so.

moving on... but it's not easy
still couldn't let go yet
well.. time time time~

yea..
how bout you?
i hope you're doing better too