thank you.

this is going to be the two months already. it was a really heartache because i thought we could make it for our future but since with the break up due to no reason, i already tried to stay and mingle around in the past for a month. now it is time for me to move on for my better future. some people may say i am selfish to think for myself only at this moment. it is not that i do not love him, i loved him much more than myself but my heart needs a break off from all the hurt too. i tried everything i can to save the relationship, but since it did not show any progress, i think i will just leave it be while i spend my time to upgrade myself to be a better person.

i laughed so happily with my friends, and now after i am back to my room alone, i am able to just focus at things that i want to do for myself instead of wondering if he would online, or mingle in the past anymore.

depression? no, i will not want to get depressed for anyone else anymore. i was stupid enough, i just want to learn to be smart to protect myself, and to love myself in the future. he does not worth for my tears at all. if we are meant to be together, we will be.