i am not doing well...

the first few days i will weep and sleep through it.

yesterday i tried to go out and work, my mind keep on flashing back.

i cried a few times, when i reach home, i straight burst into big tears.

then i went to sleep. I am not feeling any better.

I read this post again and again and again and I thought I have moved on.

but the next few hours i am not doing so. izzit because the wound is still so fresh?