I feel the same as debbieyss. I have spent a year hypnotizing myself; but I turned out still unable to forget it. The pain still feels so raw. I tried moving on, but it never worked.

Probably it was the hope, or the regrets of " what ifs?". We have been together for a very long time, we almost got married and all. I just couldn't believe he just let us go for his own ego. And I couldn't believe I am even stupider to actually not let go despite all the effort to move on.