thank u TS

3 years is not a really long time but there it goes down the toilet....too many things happen along the way......put in a lot of work and effort to make it work....but the b**** come back and scar me back.......3rd Party problem....promises were given that boundaries will not be cross anymore...what happens happen lets focus on the future...but there she goes crossing boundaries....she wouldnt stop from totally be in contact with the other guy even though the guy had block her from every possible way on the internet world....finally she beg her way back into his life as a friend....but the caring she gave to him is more then what i receive.....being a straight Male he is,which guy doesn't want a free lunch......it all crack when i found solid proof of trash after eating free lunch right in the trash can of her room.......this suck bad i bleed like hell and are crush emotionally.....im lost.....what we have all along was pretty awesome and lovely....until this guy comes in........we had broke up once bcz of this guy and i trusted her for a 2nd restart......and this is the 2nd restart that i get in return.....to feel all the pain and suffering again........

this mourning period is horrible.......