before this I was hoping that she will come back to me,like what happen 3-4 times before..first time breakup,I completely loss contact with her.but somehow she come to me back.second time same thing happen..

then I engaged with her..I thought our relationship getting stronger..but it's not.I found 'sweet' sms in her phone.so many time i advice her if that person just a friend don't sms like that.but lastly she mad with me..n said it's her privacy.arguing2 then we break up..that was last fasting month.I feel completely disappointed,go lepak2 alone under bridge.then come 'mat pet' asking what i'm doing there..I having a little chat with them,know what,they advice me to forget the girl,n tell me life must go on,I should continue my studies and don't be like them.life without purpose..

but the other day..she looking for me.crying,promise everything to me..I don't know why,I accept her again..last Hari Raya,after spend 3 week of my holiday at my hometown I come back to KL.My gf a week earlier than me.Then I heard from my fren my gf was going out with that boy at m.valley,watching movies together..before this my fren always be our reference when we had a problem..but for the first time my fren said to me to let go of her.Then I inform her that I want to break with her..she just keep silent.
i thought it's easy.but deep down my heart i don't know why i still hoping she will looking for me.hope she will change to the person I met before.but it's not happen again.I called my fren asking did my gf contact him..yes,my gf did call him,but not looking for me,not asking for advice,but just to inform we already break up..I feel so stupid.but I don't know what to do..until i found this useful thread at LYN.