Jan 9 2013, 12:04 PM
QUOTE(Username is username @ Dec 31 2012, 05:15 PM)
if anyone remembered my thread about paranoid girlfriend, we now officially broke up. I think it is a wise decision since she has another guy since the moment I treated her badly and the guy came to rescue. lol
But breaking up is still sadding. I know i was not ready for single again. I tried to mend the broken heart for a week and a half. And now i think i can move on. But still i dont have any interest with the girl. I just cant love anyone at the moment.
For some reason i feel like I want her back despite of all hatred I threw towards her, and what she has done to me (third person) because deep in my heart i still love her.
But some says, try to find a replacement but i dont think i would because my heart is still in healing state.
Now i am trying to keep myself as busy as possible even though sometimes i still remember about her. Yea, all the txting, calling, fbing, anger, happiness, sadness; about everything.
I still confused with myself, should i get a gf now to help me forget her or should I just stay single as long as possible and try to heal myself so that my future gf will not be jealous because of this thing. Well, a girl might get jealous even if it has nothing to do with her. If i show more love about the former one than the current one, she must be thinking that i still love my ex. (note: still no future gf or current one)
So, guys, I know a man should be strong but doesnt mean i cant have emotion. I want a gf but sometimes i feel scared i cant love her sincere enough. at the same time i hope someone would help me mend all the broken pieces of my heart. And she will know my suffers and hard time and will appreciate me a lil more than anyone else. who knows.
And do you think, keeping your story of your past like broke up, sex life, things you did with your exs, and what she/they did to you is a good decision? Would you tell all about yourself? Or would you just tell her that its better not knowing all. But end up with she doubting you.
Added on December 31, 2012, 5:20 pm
so true. the cycle will apparently stops the time we found the one. hopefully my life has no infinite cycle.. haha
I hope i can get an awesome one as my wife. The thing is, every awesome girl now has boyfriend. haha
Your situation is just like my Ex bf, but his story is different as he look for me after we broke up for few months. He do share his feeling and ask for forgiveness. Yea... I do felt touch and almost wanna to forgive him but my current bf treat me very good and be like a adult I have to put my responsibility toward my current boyfriend. I thought I could be forget him but I'm not. My current bf helping me every time I cried because of him. Time passed and he having a new gf few WEEK after he looked for me. It is hurt me the most. All the promise seem to be nothing again and again. I'm regret that I still keep my heart waiting for him to change that time. I'm felt frustrated, sad or even more down than the past. But for now I will felt lucky as I didn't choose back my ex and my current bf is still be with me and always helping me heal all my pain. But breaking up is still sadding. I know i was not ready for single again. I tried to mend the broken heart for a week and a half. And now i think i can move on. But still i dont have any interest with the girl. I just cant love anyone at the moment.
For some reason i feel like I want her back despite of all hatred I threw towards her, and what she has done to me (third person) because deep in my heart i still love her.
But some says, try to find a replacement but i dont think i would because my heart is still in healing state.
Now i am trying to keep myself as busy as possible even though sometimes i still remember about her. Yea, all the txting, calling, fbing, anger, happiness, sadness; about everything.
I still confused with myself, should i get a gf now to help me forget her or should I just stay single as long as possible and try to heal myself so that my future gf will not be jealous because of this thing. Well, a girl might get jealous even if it has nothing to do with her. If i show more love about the former one than the current one, she must be thinking that i still love my ex. (note: still no future gf or current one)
So, guys, I know a man should be strong but doesnt mean i cant have emotion. I want a gf but sometimes i feel scared i cant love her sincere enough. at the same time i hope someone would help me mend all the broken pieces of my heart. And she will know my suffers and hard time and will appreciate me a lil more than anyone else. who knows.
And do you think, keeping your story of your past like broke up, sex life, things you did with your exs, and what she/they did to you is a good decision? Would you tell all about yourself? Or would you just tell her that its better not knowing all. But end up with she doubting you.
Added on December 31, 2012, 5:20 pm
so true. the cycle will apparently stops the time we found the one. hopefully my life has no infinite cycle.. haha
I hope i can get an awesome one as my wife. The thing is, every awesome girl now has boyfriend. haha
To TS, If you no ready to said you will changed for her and hope for couple back, please do not hurt her twice. It's just based on my opinion. If she could found someone is good for her, just don't look back and let her go.
After all of this, I believe that the most easier of guy to forgive the ex is looking for the next partner.
Good luck TS!
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