not break up yet, but i just wanted to rant here since we are not considered in love anymore.

last time when our relationship is still new, he would text me everyday and ask me hows my day..

these days I am the one asking him hows his day
im the one ask him if he wants to have a dinner
i can feel hes distant to me
he doesnt really talk in the car, i find myself keep finding a funny topic to talk about and his response is uninterested and maybe a chuckle

i tried few days not starting any conversation and he wont start talking to me

usually on weekend he would ask me whats my plan, we dont usually hang out together, he was just asking cause he care

but no more texts on the weekend

we been through so many fights and i cried countless times
..becuse his attitude changes so much after he got me and I was just trying to explain to him that he acted differently after we dated.

he used to ask me to go places and pay for the meal.
It was a simple meal, simple movies, and I did pay back out of my innitiative some times.

some times i feel so happy that there is a guy who loves me and willing to pay for a meal for me.

these days he would act differently after pay for my meal and just looks a bit sad.

I just dont feel appreciated after all i done for him. After all the trust i gave him.
I am not worth even a meal that costs RM10

I just dont say anything and act distance to him again.
Because I know if I say something he would act sad again, try to get me back and then take my forgiveness for granted again.

I just want a man who loves and care for me, that's all i asked.