my heart is so pain... sooo suffering... my brain is uncontrolable... alwaz thinking of HER... still care bout HER.... aaaaaaaarrrrrrrggggggghhhhhhh......

its soooo difficult.... OMG!!!!!! its affecting my appetite...my sleep...my work... geeezzzzzzz..... y muz endure such pain.......

thanx 4 the encouragement guys.... really hate these things... we hav been so happy 2gether.. juz new yr eve me n her had a wonderful time.... within a few weeks...everything change....my heart soooo devastated...

she said she is not happy wif me...tired of r/ships...tired of having to care for her partner feelings... she said she want to b herself... she oso said i did not care for her much... when we argue she cried n i din care... i did change for her... but apparently...not good enough.... i did alot of things 4 her... trying 2 satisfy her everything.... trying 2 make her happy.... but in the end.... haaiizzz...

i've been living wif her for almost 3 yrs... everythinng we do we do together... she is part of my life... now everythinng is gone...

i told her i admit i'm wrong... coz when both parties r angry...guy hav tis bad habit of their ego... i admit i shudn't hav did wat i did... in my heart i really loved her... care for her.... i juz wish she could c the real me....

i hurt so much 2.... its juz sooo painful.... still think of HER so much....

ok...thanx guys.... will try very hard 2 get thru it.... although i still love her n care.................................

i'm back... still m trying 2 get over her...but still its so difficult....