Hi all , just broke up after 4 months . I really like her to the point of giving it my all , I feel like I have no integrity left in myself at this point . We communicated when we are unhappy with each other and fight , at least I did . She exploded suddenly and went for the breakup . Although I know I scolded and shouted her a lot but I think everyone deserves a chance . She says that her personality is the freedom type and does not wanna be tied to a relationship . Been drinking for a week and been waking up earlier day by day . Really pains me to see her leave me . How many relationship when you walk till the end instead of these kind of reasons actually it’s only that you don’t love the person that much anymore ......