OMG!!!! All this post is vintage man!! I look back again at my post I laugh out loud at my stupidness!! I already have move forward far far away now.. Right now by looking back at what I have post... I feel like wanner slap the 6 years back of me. Bah.. How stupid I am wanner die that time. Farking stupid!!!

Update: Now I found a better one which cares for me so much.. When I'm down or she is down we help each other up. We are getting married this year.. If I have done something stupid that time I won't have this lovely wife anymore.

To the guys and gals out there, there is always someone waiting for you out there, it's  only the matter of time he/she comes to you.

So my advice is don't give up on life!! Dare to take that step further in life, this is all part of learning process in life. 

To the guys/gals that helped me in this forum, I thank you all for your support and help me up and be a better man.. Better man I mean new hair style and buffed up!!! Hehe.. Thank you all. Looking forward to my wedding. 😊😄