my friends study illutration in the one, he also like me doubting the future, but i am not from the one wakeke studying bachelor in design in OZ, i really hate exam =.=" anywayts heres a view from the aussie pro, when i attended one of my lecture class, one of the guest design industry told me that being a graphic designer aint going to earn alot of money and some of us dont have a chance to do whatever the f*** we want, he told us a metaphor, that many of us will ride the train but some of them aint riding the train(fail), some get off the ride(become a dircector), but majority many designer will be on the train.

I think i am in the train haha.. i having doubt that i wont be having a future, but this is all i have for now, if i have other option i might consider to dont take design course..i always like to go in game design even since i was just a small little ones but.. i am afraid that my parent wont agree to it maybe i might tell my dad to stop my study and help him with his business, a happy life, no risk, a little boring, get scold all the time, but at least it secure my life worrying sucess. I just can't think of "hey see first la, dont think too much, just go with the flow" but i am getting order and order each year, designer only hiring people with young age like 18-22.
Bloody hell having a crisis