fine fine..miss u francis kor kor...opppss...uncle...
i wish i have a bf..but with my situation now...haiha....
wondering how only the guy i love will realise that act i love him so deeply..

but sex whack cannot ady..
he said he will nv enter my house ady...
kiss him still can lor..at the car
but i kiss him b4 ady ley...
summore french kiss...
i also got tell him b4 that i love him ma
he also like no reaction der??
must i kiss him again?
i scared i will scare him away ley..
after i scared he will avoid me ley...

he wont simply 'eat' der la..
he also full lah..got gf to 'eat'..
he summmore play safe with his gf 1..

everytime when i say i am the one who love him..i didnt ask him to love me..
he will like ..yayayaya...

u think so easy mer?
last time he travel my body also he dowan 'eat'..
haih...

huh??
no lah..mayb he dowan to betray his gf kwa?
i nv travel him coz i wast ashocked..
i nv tot he would travel me..coz he alr got gf..
i tot i just kiss n hug him only..
mana tau he travel me...

if he no feels towards me..takkan he still dont reject my kiss right?
when i kiss him...
i ask him..u got no feel 1 mer?
he say got...

wat is that word??
how would i know izzit hamsap or love feel...

i ownself also regretted ma...
i dont dare ma..
takut ma...
summore he suddely travel me..
i onwself also got shocked ley..

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Added on September 6, 2008, 9:41 pmi also dont understand wat is the 2nd him actually..
hahaahahaah


This post has been edited by yeelin04: Sep 6 2008, 09:41 PM

i really dunno wat feel lor...
i guess is sex feel ba...
but i really love him lor..
i love him for 1 year ady..
candy..how to make a guy realize that a gal is waiting for him to love back?

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Added on September 6, 2008, 9:47 pmso how shud i 'kiao' him from his 5 years gf ley?

i actually dowan to break ppl relationship der lor..
i really dowan to be a b****...and dowan to be 3rd party
but if i dont do like that...i willl nv get him..
i really love him o..


This post has been edited by yeelin04: Sep 6 2008, 09:47 PM

hopefully , she could teach me lor...
hahah...

but i alr made the 1st move ma...
all also i done..
help him in his studies..
help him do his assigns,
sacrifies my exam coz of his assigns..
aih.......

how??

fab????

i dont mind to help him..
i dont mind to sacrifies myself..
now all his study thing i handle for him..
from timetable, key topics, notes, assigns, exam dates...

i know i am spoiling him also..
but...

i tried b4 ignoring him for 2 days...he auto sms n ask wat happen to me? and y i nv find him?

i tried to pretend cool to him..
he also sms n ask y i treat him cooll...?
izit i hate him?
he got ask...

he wont let me fab der lah...
sot..

i dont mind if he plays n dumb me
i dont mind to have his baby if he doesnt want to be responsibility..

i told him i didnt treat him cool...but actually i did...
i didnt hate him

y i nv find him
i say cos i dunno wat to talk to him lor
n dunno how wan face him lor..

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Added on September 6, 2008, 10:31 pmy so silent der??


This post has been edited by yeelin04: Sep 6 2008, 10:31 PM

dunno o..
i nv ask bout his n his gf..
but i think good kwa..
but the gf seldom accompanies him lor...
cos he at klang..his gf study at sg.long...

sometimes he have work pressure..he also talk to me..

when he is sick also i sms n ask about his condition..
sometimes he tells me when he feel like sick lor...

wat to pity oh??

i only pity myself coz till now he also nv realise how much i love him...

yupe..got it alr..

gals can leave without sex after marriage,
but GUYS CANNOT...

this proves something..
this proves guys more hamsap then gals...

pig's hand

dunno how to explain...
keji i think...

this is so so true...
Guy never loyal to their gf...i mean some guys...