2 years ago my dad was havin some bad gastric pain in the stomach
when the problems become worst after a month he decided to go to the hospital
when they scan they could see its a tumor
when they operate and actually see it , was already to late
it has mature to stage4
when the signs show ur pretty much at stage 3/4 :\ chances are slim
pancreatic cancer btw its the same as pavarotti that died recent

i think high percentage of people around us being hit by cancer is bcoz of our unhealthy lifestyle
diet/exercise and fast foods together along with toxins that we consume

I had just finished my PMR when my mom was diagnosed with colon cancer. I was pretty naive back then and once she came back from operation, I thought that everything would be back to normal.

In the span of 2 years, her condition got worse. She had to move around with a urine bag connected to her body. Not long after that, the pain was too unbearable that she had to be put under morphine all the time.

It was definitely heart-wrenching to see her in semi-conscious state. Sometimes she could not even recognise me. It was at that particular moment that I wished for her to pass away ASAP to release her of all the pain.

I was finally granted that wish on my 2nd day of SPM. Until today, I still can't imagine how it felt to put myself in my mom's shoe.

Anyway, just live life to the fullest as if everyday is your last day. I have been thanking God silently every time I woke up in the morning for giving me another day to look forward to.