i wanted this pencil case but my mom "Wahh so expensive leh. And confirm very fast spoil 1. dont waste money. Also your homework do liao or not? your test coming u better jaga2 dont score lower than previous test ahh!! Lately i think u watch too much tv. <bebel2>"

Unknowingly i kena condition to not ask for anything. i am abuse victim

Tough question...

Its true i have a lot of expectation. Everytime ppl ask for opinion i will give very harsh answer.

This gift thing actually hit me hard. I never feel happy with gifts from other ppl. I impulsively buy things for myself, usually lower value stuff. Those that i really really like i tend not to buy.

Actually since MCO and my parents so many health problems i begin to think a lot of stuffs from childhood. Its true upbringing actually shape us all permanently. Very hard to break the "abuse" cycle. My wife said the abuse was extreme, but to me thats just how my parents were raised they then repeat it on me. And i dont think its that bad, circumstance dictate a lot of stuffs. The situations were different back then, we do what we did to survive.