Hi, after joining and quitting many jobs (8-9 jobs) and jobless for 2 years i landed my self an office job (management role). Everyone is awesome including the boss, there are many many things to learn and i even admit i need time to learn all the stuff. Everyone is super chill about it but i have trouble focusing when i am being taught.

 
I am only 6 days into my new job and in probation, work hours is 8-5pm. I started last week monday and havent rest since then. My rest day is determined this Sunday. I usually sleep around 11pm night and wake up next morning feel like not enough rest.

I am heavily in debt from borrowing money from others and my house rent hutang is building up too. Next month i am requested to travel to another state for training but it worries me because that means my current rent house will be empty (no-one living for the next 3-6 months).

The 2 years of jobless is caused by my work burn out + family divorce issue. It made me lost my job and blamed myself everyday. I seek mental help from a psychiatrist and i got diagnosed with MDD. I am sorry that i have to use mental health / issues as an exccuse.

 
I feel extremely bad and regret if i were to resign myself because my colleague and the boss put high expectations and are they also glad i joined the team.

 
What should i do my fellow Malaysians, who are in the workforce?