am in no position to advice anything.....
plus....all the good advice is all laid out right above

just wanna know...
what movie was it?

dowan to talk bout it, totally understand

but you better understand this one other thing too
yes, she's left this one huge impact on your life
you feel she's the best thing that's ever happened in your life
we've all gone through this
normally we'll snap out of the first when we hop on to the next

fret not young man
the right partner will swing by
when you least expect it