I think all mans love if wife can give a blowjob. Always makes a joke about blowjob, but wife still ignores.
But I'm not going to pressure her and i felt a bit of selfish if thinking that way, so the only way is to masturbate.
So it become a habit, and my wife dont know about it. I think it's safer and better than seeking another girl and cheating on her.

How about married guys out there.

even if she knew, why she won't try to satisfy me. treat me like old times